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Saturday, November 22nd, 2008
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talking about things that nobody cares
wearing out things that nobody wears
smiling even though nobody cheers
quoting lyrics that nobody hears
depression, like a warm black pool
invites me to its bottomless comfort
swears that the drowning won't be cruel
promises that I won't suffer
that the depths are what I'm needing
that the fighting is getting old
lately the wounds are bleeding
and my heart is feeling cold
this battle keeps on going
I am SO TIRED of fighting
I wish it were easier
like maybe if the pool smelled bad
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue  color me cobalt.
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Sunday, August 17th, 2008
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I just remembered this, thought I'd post it.
Some of you may or may not have heard in the news about a truck crashing into an ATM. Here's the video of the incident on YouTube: How Not to Use the ATM
The Auto Zone that you see in the background? That's where Jon (my husband) and I met and worked together before moving to north Texas. We watched the construction of that bank from the ground up -- it was still brand new when this truck ran into it. Haha!
...anyway, that's all.
Edit: Not to sound callous, that is. The driver was essentially unharmed in the making of this video.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 5 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Saturday, August 16th, 2008
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Married life is great, I love my husband very, very much.
We have moved to San Antonio, the south side, and I feel like a marshmallow in a bowl of caramels.
I was in a car accident several weeks ago... it wasn't my fault but there was a lot of damage. Both parties are fine, but the building I ran into wasn't... haha.
And... well, I guess that's all. See you again in a year or so!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 9 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, November 29th, 2007
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Heylo all.
Long time, no typo....
I'M GETTING MARRIED
...Yeah, I bet THAT stands out on your friends list.
February 16th, couldn't be happier!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 12 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, February 1st, 2007
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| Time: | 7:38 pm. |
| Mood: |  sleepy. |
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The students behind me in this computer lab are speaking their native language, French.
I am enthralled and trying not to let them know that I'm listening.
Augh, it's so beautiful. Heheh.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 4 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, January 11th, 2007
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Monday, November 27th, 2006
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I am fat, ugly and old.
My boobs sag and my tummy has folds.
My forehead wrinkles no longer disappear;
The definition of my ankles is no longer clear.
White hairs on my head peek out.
My thin lips no longer pout.
My feet are achy and rough;
My hands are calloused and tough.
My butt is trying to take over the world -- by occupying it.
People tell me that I'm young, but I'm not buying it.
I still have a lot of life, I'm told...
But really, I am fat, ugly and old.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, July 13th, 2006
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Friday, January 20th, 2006
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The refrigerator comes into view.
CushBlob FatPants: "...ice cream."
The Slim and the Athletic: "What? What did you just say?!"
CushBlob: "..."
The Slim: "Spit it out! What did you j--"
CushBlob: "...ice cream."
The Slim: "No! No ice cream!"
CushBlob: "...ice cream."
The Slim: "Broccoli! Shut up!"
CushBlob: "...ice cream."
The Slim: "Spinach and fifty sit-ups. Cut it out!"
CushBlob: "...ice cream."
The Slim: "Look, if you don't stop saying that, all there will be is water and exercise for two days, got it?!"
CushBlob: "..."
The Slim: "Good."
CushBlob: "...Doritos."
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 3 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
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Yay for camera phones...
This is some of what I did last semester...instead of writing in LJ. This semester, my lack of LJ existence...will not change. :\ I'm a bum, I know.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 9 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Tuesday, January 17th, 2006
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Thursday, December 15th, 2005
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| Time: | 12:18 pm. |
| Mood: |  looking for another job. |
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Erin writes on the December calendar, on the 23rd of the December calendar, at Auto Zone,
"Erin wants off, please!"
and waits two weeks.
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Erin gets scheduled to work open to close on December 23rd, despite her request, her only request for time off during the holidays, while others take off four or more days at once.
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Can we say,
"SCREWED"
?
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, December 8th, 2005
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| Time: | 11:31 am. |
| Mood: |  beat. |
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*grunt*
This must be a new definition of life that I wasn't previously aware of.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 3 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Monday, November 14th, 2005
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The Center for Disease Control has released a list of symptoms of bird flu. If you experience any of the following, please seek medical treatment immediately
1. High fever
2. Congestion
3. Nausea
4. Fatigue
5. Aching in the joints
6. An irresistible urge to crap on someone's windshield.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, October 20th, 2005
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Wednesday, October 5th, 2005
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| Subject: | Oh, Yeah: |
| Time: | 9:27 am. |
| Mood: | a wee bit goofy. | | Music: | Last night's techno in my head. |
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Anybody wanna know what happened? Huh? Huh??
After my nightshift was over, I ended up borrowing Dad's truck to drive thirty miles away to get a clutch slave cylinder since no one in Nac had it. I fixed my car, lying on the ground, in the hot and smelly back parking lot of Peking Chinese Restaurant! Then I drove home in my once-again-working Wee Beastie, got a shower, and went to work at AZ.
I spent all my sleep time repairing this problem:
Rising time: 7:00 AM Sunday
Bedtime: 10:00 PM Monday
You do the math!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Happy Birthday, Mongoosey!
*hugs!*
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Monday, October 3rd, 2005
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Oh, and my clutch slave cylinder crapped out on me while I was on my way to work tonight. A bit of research reveals that so far, no auto parts place around here carries it. Still going through the list, though.
I got a ride to the hospital in a state trooper truck habited by two officers: one from New Braunfels and one from San Antonio. They're here because of Rita.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Sunday, October 2nd, 2005
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Jack
You scored 55% kindness, 56% courage, 42% seedy past, and 69% secretiveness! |
"We're not savages, Kate. Not yet."
You are Jack. You are compassionate, heroic, and a bit of a martyr. You are brave and a natural leader. However, you shouldn't keep so much bottled up inside. You are so busy taking care of others that you have no time or energy to take care of yourself. Take a load off once in a while and play some golf with Hurley. You need to relax pretty soon or else you'll be no good for anyone anymore - including yourself!
Your polar opposite is: Shannon. You are similar to: Boone and Sayid. |
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My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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You scored higher than 24% on kindness |
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You scored higher than 77% on courage |
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You scored higher than 67% on seedy past |
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You scored higher than 87% on secretiveness |
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 4 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Electricity this morning!
Working at the hospital tonight.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Tuesday, September 27th, 2005
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No electricity at home since Friday night.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Thursday, September 22nd, 2005
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There are lines at the gas station, lines at the supermarkets, lines of traffic everywhere. I haven't seen everyone acting like this since Y2K.
New Orleans isn't going to happen to East Texas, people. You're not going to be flooded and looted, without electricity and water for weeks. There is no reason to strip the store shelves and talk about hunting your food. Not for this storm, anyway.
There is cause for alarm, and I think that before Katrina, people wouldn't be so panicky. But now we're all so sensitive, and now we're all victims, and now we're all refugees?
I dunno.
/cynicism for now
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 6 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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Thursday, September 15th, 2005
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So, I got a 96 on the exam. I am happy about this fact, and yet I wonder what two questions I got wrong.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
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| Subject: | The Cheat |
| Time: | 10:47 pm. |
| Mood: | exhausted. | | Music: | Blue Man Group - ...something smooth.... |
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I [technically] attempted to cheat on my first major math exam today by writing two of the formulas that I was having the most trouble remembering on my ankle. You know, so that I could casually cross my legs and see...
Just in case I forgot, you know.
I'm not a cheater. Anyone who knows me knows this. However, I was so scared that I'd blank out in the classroom...so insecure about my grasp on the subject...knowing that this was one of four major exams for the semester...what if I failed?
Anyway. Such agony for nothing, because both formulas were typed out on the last sheet of the exam for reference, our instructor pointed out before the exam started.
And then later, she (our instructor) proceeded to show me how my calculator already had the more complicated formula programmed in for use.
If that wasn't enough, I had forgotten that we were allowed four (4) notecards with such info on them in the classroom during the exam. I had no need to write on my ankle, in any possible way.
So much for cheating. Now I feel stupid for doing any such thing.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 4 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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| Time: | 10:45 pm. |
| Mood: | tired. | | Music: | Blue Man Group - Please Yell If You Are Paying Attention. |
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| You Were Actually Born Under: |  You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse. | | You Should Have Been Born Under: |
You are totally loyal, faithful, and honest.
However, you don't trust others to be as ethical as you are!
Straight forward and direct, you really aren't one for small talk.
You are a great listener - and an agreeable companion when you're in a good mood!
You are most compatible with a Tiger or Horse. |
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 1 shade of blue color me cobalt.
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Monday, September 5th, 2005
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| Time: | 8:10 pm. |
| Mood: | RAH. |
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BLASTED DOG CHEWED MY FAN WIRING HARNESS TO BITS WHILE I WAS AT WORK TODAY!!!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 5 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, September 1st, 2005
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| Time: | 10:25 am. |
| Mood: |  upset. |
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I am an uninformed cog, operating silently in a dark bubble -- shut off from the rest of the world by my own doings.
Work forms the walls of my bubble, keeping me comfortably within its confines, keeping me scheduled randomly, keeping me actively busy.
School darkens these walls to near blackness. My mind is constantly directed to the matters within the bubble, so that I cannot easily see out.
The endless tasks to maintain my transportation, to complete my living space, and to care for my own body absorb the remainder of my energy. I am left exhausted, with no will to escape.
Thus events occur, friends pass, disasters strike, and I am barely aware of these things -- if at all.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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She moved out. It was shorter-lived than I expected it to be. Now I just itch for the house to be finished and me in it, without me having to do all that in-between work to get there.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 6 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Friday, August 19th, 2005
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OK, I've finally come to that breaking point where I really want to move out. Haven't truly felt that until now.
And now there's a pregnant Jessiquazod and two-year-old Kali living in my house, so I couldn't move out if I wanted to.
School starts Monday.
I have just become emotionally ready for this next step, only to find that I am not prepared to go there. Blarg.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 7 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Thursday, August 18th, 2005
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Wednesday, August 3rd, 2005
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The coffee molecules enter the human digestive system of the subject in question.
They pause.
They glance at one another.
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THEY ALL MAKE A MAD DASH FOR THE BLADDER, UPSETTING EVERYTHING IN THEIR WAKE! THE SUBJECT'S EYELIDS TWITCH PERCEPTIBLY, AND THE SUBJECT MAKES A MAD DASH FOR THE RESTROOM!
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So anyway. Today I go pick up my new Spycar hub from the dealership and take it to Discount Tire for installation.
JD just started work at Auto Zone this week (in a different store. Siblings are not allowed to work in the same store!) He's doing better, and putting on weight, too. There are a lot of foods that he can't have, including wheat bread and almost any amount of meat. It's weird. Mom and Dad are having more tests run on him.
Jessiquazod wants to move to our place, or something like that. Guess I'd better hurry up and stake my claim on my own house. (Eheh.)
Speaking of my own house...it has a really awesome window accented by a really awesome arch of UV LED's and UV-reactive blue paint. This was a surprise to me by JD and Dad. They're so good to me...I don't deserve it.
A lot of people are good to me, and I don't know why. They're so nice, it almost breaks my heart. It's the sincere kind of nice, not the I'm-nice-because-it's-polite nice. I dunno. Maybe I'm just getting flaky because of the time and my lack of sleep.... But still, I've been treated so well by almost everyone I've worked with. I feel like I owe so much.
Today I pick up a bunch of raw shrimp and shrimp heads on my way home. Heheh. Just thought I'd throw that in there.
Mmmm. Morning coffee breath.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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...
Oh. I'm going to miss something about this place and this job afterall: there is a handful of really decent, really enjoyable people here.
They're wishing me well and hugging me.
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Now I'm sad!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Enjoying freedom and independence as if they were wind and warm sunshine.
Relishing unexpected confidence as if it were a new flavor of ice cream.
Thrilling to rare glimpses of self-identity as if they were startled deer in the forest.
I'm slowly learning who I am, who I really really deep down AM, and I'm liking every bit of this newly-acquired knowledge.
...Not to say that I fully like who I am, just that I like knowing. It's satisfying.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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LIFE OF A PARTSMAN
I work behind the counter
In an automotive store
Sometimes I am called a "genius"
Sometimes I am called much more.
I claim I am no Mechanic
But, when the job goes sick,
The Mechanic comes and asks me
What makes the darn thing tick.
I'm supposed to know the numbers
Of bolts, nuts and gears,
For every car that was every made
For more than fifty years.
I'm an Engineer and Machinist
And what not, Oh My Lord.
I'm supposed to be an Edison
Combined with Henry Ford.
But life would be a pleasure
And I'd grin from ear to ear,
If the customer would only tell me
The Make, Model and Year.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 4 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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I registered for four classes in the fall semester!
I owe $720.00 to the college, due this Friday!
I still have to buy books!
I might quit this hospital job and go full-time at AZ!
My bathroom is blue!
Discount Tire hasn't found a replacement hub for Spycar, but they're still looking!
I'm going to Hurricane Harbor (bah, it should still be Wet'N'Wild) next week with David!
I miss not working on weekends!
I want pizza!
Zeekyboogydoog! *explode*
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Wednesday, July 6th, 2005
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Wednesday, June 29th, 2005
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| Time: | 5:23 am. |
| Mood: | tired. |
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TICK.
TOCK.
TICK.
TOCK.
...Aarrgghhh!!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Numbing. Fidjeting. Injecting. Fidjeting.
Drilling. You know, the trying-to-fit-half-a-toolcart-and-three-hands-in-my-mouth part was worse than the drilling, actually. Drilling wasn't so bad.
Filling!
Oh. One normal filling, one temporary filling.
One referral for a root canal.
One procrastination effort for AS LONG AS HUMANLY POSSIBLE.
Working, working. Rushing home in the afternoon, rushing to throw bits of crap into my car. A spazz of a shower. A feverish attempt to go see my cousin on stage, four hours away from my house.
Spycar? Spycar says, "Ha ha! That's what YOU think!" I mean, really. I park the car for ten minutes, and it suddenly thinks that it's done for the day? Won't start ten minutes later?
I spent half an hour in disbelief and distress, messing with stuff under the hood and trying to start my car.
Dad came out later with snacks and a couple of beers...at which point, I knew I wasn't going to make it to my cousin's performance.
I lost my voice.
Had to work Sunday. Borrowed Kae's car to get there. Jason dubbed me "Squeaky". Actually had to answer the phones on occasion. Neither I nor the customers found this amusing.
Had Monday off...I poked around under the hood of my car again, and found an interesting bad connection that made interesting sounds in the throttlebody. I asked Kae to try to start the car while I played with the connections, and...what do you know? Spycar started.
Rejoicing! Loathing. Rejoicing! I learned something new...that can go wrong.
Enjoyed a nice Monday shopping spree with Kae after that. Spent a little money that I don't have...yet.
Currently listening to electronic music and crunching peppermints. Because I like cavities.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Wednesday, June 22nd, 2005
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Snore, I wish.
Got my teeth cleaned today (yesterday). It was awful. I hated it. I also have apparently really good teeth for never having had them cleaned before.
Mouthful of blood.
Going back in the morning (three hours from now) to get fillings. The first two of several. Not looking forward to it.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Wednesday, June 15th, 2005
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Warm sunlight, fresh air, good music, fun times, inadequate words, refreshing visions.
Four black rubber tires
Grip the road firmly, spinning around
Four silver cast wheels
Accelerating, whirling around
The curves, the dips and hills
Carrying, by axle and suspension,
A dusty little black car
Far from stress and tension
Slick under the sun
And sleek through the air
The stereo pounds a familiar beat
And the wind whips through my hair
As the world rolls beneath my
Four black rubber tires
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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They didn't fix my car; the part hadn't arrived yet. As far as I know, it still hasn't arrived, since they haven't called me yet. I'll pester them tomorrow morning.
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Zeekyboogydoog! *explodes*
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Wednesday, June 8th, 2005
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| Time: | 6:25 am. |
| Mood: | drained. |
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Well, g'night all. In a short forty minutes I'm off to get my car fixed (can't have it reproducing, you know) and then to bed. Lots of sleepy driving in between. Hopefully it'll stay cloudy this morning. There's nothing worse, I've discovered, than bright, glaring sunshine screaming at your overworked retinas, "YOU HAVEN'T RESTED IN OVER TWENTY-FOUR HOURS, YOU DIMWIT!" After a while, things fail to have contrast and color depth. It's no fun.
But anyway. See you 'round the ones and zeros...next week!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 2 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Extraversion | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Stability | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Orderliness | |||||||||| | 36% | | Empathy | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Mystical | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Religious | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Materialism | || | 10% | | Narcissism | |||||||||| | 36% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Work ethic | |||||| | 30% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||| | 36% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Anti-authority | |||||| | 23% | | Wealth | |||| | 16% | | Dependency | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Change averse | |||||| | 30% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Food indulgent | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Histrionic | |||||| | 23% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Vanity | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||| | 30% | | Female cliche | |||||||||||||| | 56% | |
| Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comStability results were high which suggests you are very relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic..
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
Trait Snapshot:
messy, tough, disorganized, fearless, not rule conscious, likes the unknown, rarely worries, rash, attracted to the counter culture, rarely irritated, positive, resilient, abstract, not a perfectionist, risk taker, strange, weird, self reliant, leisurely, dangerous, anti-authority, trusting, optimistic, positive, thrill seeker, likes bizarre things, sarcasticKind of wondering how I got "anti-authority" in my trait snapshot when my Anti-authority level only came to 23%. Hmmm.
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 5 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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[Last] Wednesday morning, after nightshift (26 hours awake): Drove to Discount Tire to have my wheels rotated and balanced. Expressed concern over a tire that consistently (yet slowly) lost air. Learned that the wheel cannot be repaired, and that my wheels are obsolete. ...After all I've been through with this car, wasn't surprised. Slow leak anyway, no big deal.
27 hours awake: Employee crossthreaded three lugs. Had to drive the unsafe car to another wheel shop where they would cut off the studs and repair. After arriving, learned that shop couldn't finish car 'til next morning. Not good. Stuck in a town 65 miles from home. Arranged to drive the unsafe car to a different shop.
28 hours awake: Helped several employees at different shop to fanagle wheel off hub.
30 hours awake: Discovered that hub, in all the effort, had been somewhat...mangled. Different shop made phonecalls, phonecalls, phonecalls to parts houses and dealerships, trying to locate another hub. Finally told me that it would be tomorrow morning before they could have the part in.
31 hours awake: Called my mommy.
31.5 hours awake: Called my boyfriend.
32.5 hours awake: Mommy arrives to the rescue. Climbed into the back of her truck, cuddled with my pillow, and attempted dozing.
33 hours half dead: Almost worked, except for the sudden brake and tumble to the floorboard.
34 hours half dead: Another sudden brake. Groggily asked what was going on. Heard the response, "Brake test." Mumbled acknowledgement and buried head. Later found out that the owner of the voice was the vehicle inspection guy. Am bothered that a strange voice in the truck did not rouse me.
36 hours half dead: Jarred out of my mind as Mom drove up our dirt road. Found bed somehow. Later woke up at 4 AM, lying on clothes hangers, unsorted mail, a pile of clean socks, a jacket, and my phone charger...all of which ended up on the floor shortly after discovery.
The long and short of things: Discount Tire messed up the lugs. They couldn't fix it themselves, but were going to pay for the repair. The repair got screwed up by the second shop. One of the guys at Discount Tire ended up taking the car back and doing the repair himself. Temporarily -- and I put 500 miles on that "temporarily" this weekend. A salvage hub is on its way down here from Ohio. I go back to have it changed out today.
Need a picture of a can of worms to stick to my bumper, along with the words, "Technicians beware!"
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 11 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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It's pouring! Lightning strikes are knocking out the electricity! The hospital is flooding, one puddle at a time! The sky was an unholy shade of grey...before it got completely dark, that is. Employees and visitors are gathering in the lobby, unwilling to brave the fury. A woman is covering herself in plastic trash bags (wish I had a camera)!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? color me cobalt.
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Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
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| Time: | 4:33 am. |
| Mood: |  cold. |
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Hi.
I haven't been around online much lately, I know. Life has kept me busy enough.
When I do get online, it's usually here at the hospital, and it's usually to read comics and to investigate my finances, not LJ much anymore. ...I know: I'm heartless.
The rest of this I put behind a cut. It's not required reading; half of it I just needed to type out. Skip it if you're not interested in reading a monotonous diatribe -- seriously!
( Longness )
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 6 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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| Time: | 3:02 pm. |
| Mood: |  jubilant. |
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Guess what I drove to work yesterday.
Guess. C'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon c'mon
Just guess! I'll bet you don't know!
*spazz*
*groove*
*spazz*
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 5 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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- working 50-hour weeks again, between here and there
- brushing up on algebra in preparation for college
- oh yeah, that's right -- I hated algebra. Forgot about that
- dropping three hundred fifty bucks for an engine computer tomorrow morning
- starving. STARVING
- dealing with a constant mental/emotional paradox of peace and unrest, as opposed to the previous, simpler rollercoaster
- still paying rent on a house I'm not living in
- hoping to move as soon as spycar is back on the road
- wishing that my hair had turned bluer than it did
- wearing funky Goodwill shoes and my grandmother's ring
- hoping my finances will cover everything this month
- aching for my parents and their personal and financial misery
- missing my trucker boyfriend
- starving
- needing exercise
- trying not to have body image issues [where you can read them]
- going to an overdue dentist's appointment in the morning -- kaching
- trying to make time for God [instead of playing computer games]
- trying to keep the alcohol consumption inside the 'occasionally' category and away from the 'regularly' category
- stilllll starving!
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Do you see the Hooloovoo? 13 shades of blue color me cobalt.
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cobaltium's journal
amused.
apathetic.
complacent.
not dead.
munchy.
bored.
crazy.
pensive.
indescribable.